My mom is really freaking me out lately. She's so flip about her health issues....reminds me of Scarlet from Gone with the Wind...."tomorrow is another day". But tomorrow is not guaranteed. It's hard to watch her make this type of transition. She never knew her real parents, so it's even harder to determine the cause of some of her issues. There is no physical reason she should have Type II diabetes. Normally, that kind of thing develops in obese individuals...but I suppose that there is always someone who breaks the mold. I can say that it motivates me to continue getting into shape. I certainly don't want to develop these types of issues....if my mom can, then I certainly can......
Random change of topic......when is it okay to tell someone how you really feel? Is there like a waiting period for these kinds of things? Or should you just muster up as much courage as possible and spit it out already? Does it make a difference if how you feel is GOOD thing? I mean, I think I know how to conduct myself when confronting something/someone unsavory. But what if it's good....what then? Do the rules change? I guess this is one of those times when I just need to go with the flow. So hard...especially for me.School is still stressing me out super big time. All of my professors are like "it's no big deal...it'll work out". It's like they don't get that if we don't dot every i and cross every t, we can't student teach for another YEAR. Which will in turn push back graduation another YEAR. This is heavy stuff....not something you want to screw around with. And yet, everyday, they treat us as though we are being overdramatic drama queens (and kings). I mean hello!?!?! YOU already have your degree...and a job. So get off our backs.
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