Day 44: Just chill already

Look, I'm 25 years old. I'm a grown woman. If you have something to say to me, then just say it. I can take it...trust me. You've made it perfectly, crystal clear that you don't want to be my friend....fine. But to talk about me behind my back....it's just childish and rude. I can even take being ignored...after all, it's you that's missing out, not me. You don't see my worth, fine. But seriously, if you're life is so boring that you sit around and talk about mine....I swear this is why I chose to surround myself with male friends growing up....it just gets old. I don't fit the typical stereotype of a woman...I don't gossip, don't freak out when I see a spider, and I can drive pretty well. I also care about more important things than my hair and makeup....I'm also very patient...to a point. You've lied, you've schemed and you've manipulated. I looked the other way...turned the other cheek....did all the things I should. But there comes a time when you have to stick up for yourself. Seriously, get a life and stay outta mine. Oh, and you're wrong....I'm not with him, nor did I cheat on him...he chose a different path and turned out to be a different person. He's back with her now...in fact, they're getting married. Did it hurt? Sure...I mean, I was treated as if I never ever existed....but I'm Blaire for crying out loud...not my fault he couldn't see a good thing when it stood before him in a parking lot, trying to understand what exactly he meant by "I never had any feelings for you..." So his loss. Just to set the record straight.