25.4.07

Day 8: Miss Understood

And here I am again, stressed over a situation that feels like it wasn't my fault. I feel like I'm about to snap...and not on someone, but just in half, really. I feel like all I do is screw up and have to ask for forgiveness over and over again....from God, from my friends....I'm worn out.

You have a choice: you can let anger get the best of you or you can live by Proverbs 19:11: "It is good sense that bridles my anger; it is in my glory to overlook a transgression or offense." I chose the latter.
I've come to realize that friendships are a lot harder than I once thought.
Quadra, I appreciate you talking to me. And everything is fine. I just need some support...I need a break from confrontation and apologies. I think you understand. Well, I HOPE you understand. I know that things are cool on your end. And they'll be cool on mine. I just have to get through some school stuff. And I love you...just so you know.

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