Day 72: Don't know why

I don't really know why I continue to care so damn much. Eventually, everyone hurts you, even if they are supposed to be one of your best friends. Eventually, you realize that all along, you've cared more for them than they ever ever cared for you. Eventually, you'll be let down...no matter how hard you try to not be.

Problem is, once I find this out, what then do I do? And why is it that I always feel like I need to change? Maybe it's everyone else that needs to change.