Day 86: In need

I really need to get into a routine. I've been slacking in the whole exercise arena. I think I'm suffering from "Idon'twantodonothing-itis". I need to get over it. I have goals and I don't want to ruin them because I'm becoming lazy. I praise God that He has kept me from completely losing my mind and eating taco bell everynight (don't think I haven't thought about it). I want to join weight watchers, but I don't think I can afford it. So I'm thinking I need to count calories.

I wonder is this is ever going to get easy. Is it still a process? Shouldn't it be as easy as pie by now?

Trey thinks I need to follow his weight loss program.....which includes weighing myself everyday and walking for an hour. I'm thinking I'm going to start working out twice a day....for an hour at home in the morning and then for an hour and a half at the rec center in the early afternoon. That's what they do on celebrity fit club - if it can work for Screech and Da Brat, it can work for me.

I've been sleeping A LOT lately. I hate waking up and realizing I wasted the whole morning. All goes back to that whole routine thing.

Jason comes to Nashville on Saturday and I get to see him on Sunday. I'm beside myself, I'm so excited. It's been almost a year. A whole year. I still can't believe it.

Here soon summer school will start. I should also be getting my first set of Praxis scores in the next week or so. I'm so nervous. Jessica really freaked me out about them, asking when I was going to take them over (she assumed we all failed). If I DO have to take them over, I will have to on the day of my cousin's wedding, which meant i won't go. And I'll have to pay another 200 bucks. I *think* I HAVE to pass the content test before I student teach, which is extra stress. They used to require student teachers to pass before they graduated...this year was the first year they changed that (of course). I hate standardized tests...but I honestly did the very best I could. All I can ask, I suppose.