Day 93: My back hurts

Troy worked me out today like I owed him money or pissed him off or something. My back is tigggghhhhhhttttttt. But I suppose that it just means that I'm building some killer back muscles. So it'll pay off in the end. I don't think I've ever sweat that much....well at least since yesterday. It's such a different feeling this time between Troy and I. I think it's because I'm less self-conscious. He's literally seeing me at my very very very worst....and will get to see me at my very very very best. I'll just keep getting better and better....and skinner and skinner....so it's all good in the hood.

My family has been tripping out because of my eating habits.....Tory has me eating 5 meals a day (obviously, nutritious meals)...my mom and dad thinking I'm eating too much. So they've been making "comments". It's hurtful.....and super frustrating. I think that they're way of motivating me is to insult me......it used to make me want to eat more....just to piss them off more. Finally, though, it's begun to spur me on more.....it took just about 15 years. But at last I can use things like that to motivate me.

I got to meet and hang out with a long lost cousin today...Geoff. He's AWESOME. I'm glad we got to meet and I'm so looking forward to finding out more about him.

All in all, today kicked ass.